You will learn more from my struggles than my victories

Whew, what a day, what a week!!! Just never know what twist and turns life has for you! The photo I chose for this... well, that is the human side of me... while I know the Spirit requires more of me. LOL 
I have backed away from the controversy of vaccines, controversial subjects entirely....But I probably have a story that many need to hear as they make their decision in these situations. #vaccines #GBS
I have enough 'controversial situations and people' that show up with no effort on my part LOL This may surprise you... but I even have someone who says they are going to write a book about 'my controversial life' ... or their account of it any way... they are even soliciting the help of people who 'once knew me' ...... yes, a book about 'me' ;-) 📚📖 You got to hear this>>> Their words were,'My life has been fulfilled" 😜 And I find it ironic that 'my life' is any part at all of the fulfilling of theirs. Never dreamed someone could be so obsessed with my life.... it is honestly the strangest thing. Folks get ready, get your popcorn out! Seriously, I find it even crazier that someone 'thinks' that anyone is interested in my failures ...especially their account of them.... the 'real truth' is much more interesting I promise you! LOL I doubt they plan on including my accomplishments. 😜
The story that could be written would certainly have a different twist if I wrote it...... one that gives others hope in life... because yes, there has been some crazy ups and downs, there has been some revelations that even I still haven't been able to wrap my mind around at times... doesn't always seem real, then I look and see, yep, it's real. Things that left me frozen in time. But, isn't that the way life is.. sneaks up on you holding all your moments you thought were over, brings them to your present and says, 'hey, what you gonna do with this?' .... If you are just wondering through life with no moments that make you stop and take a double take, honey you just are not living! LOL >>> You will learn more from my struggles than you ever will from my victories.
When your own past is brought to you .... and it always is..... what ARE you going to do with 'this'? If we continue to live there... we are not building our future with our future, we are building our future with our past... what will that look like? It will look like the past!!!!
Pray Blessings on those who curse you... pray blessings on those who speak all manner of evil against you... pray blessings on those who use you.
Rob and I were talking about 'how to pray' in some situations.... and one things we found, the Word clearly defines that you do NOT pray wrath and evil onto others, no matter how much you in your human flesh feel they deserve it.... you bless them with your prayers!!! It may be hard, but it's right. It's hard to live 3 years with evil and harassment... but it's even harder to accept it from someone you loved.
Some will feel I am way too transparent... it is easy to feel that way when you are concerned with the crazies being revealed. But when you are the recipient of crazy .... you deal with it differently.

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31.05 | 12:40

I absolutely LOVE you Monica!! So glad I found your blog. Can’t wait to catch up on what’s been going on. 💜 Hope to see you in TX in October. ~ Angie

16.02 | 04:07

Thanks for stopping by and sharing a laugh with us and maybe a few other 'moments' that I hope were encouraging!

10.01 | 23:29

I have heard of this page. Good things. I am glad I finally found it.

19.12 | 03:08

Your so funny!!! Miss you!!!